Move to your own rhythm

I’ve learned from society, school and family members that following my head is the right way. I also learned that I shouldn’t trust my intuition. As an adult I know that trusting my intuition works so much better for me than listening to my head. But I still notice that […]

Leaps of faith

I feel like I’m constantly taking little leaps of faith, because I act so much on my intuition. I don’t consciously choose to do so, it’s just my nature to do what feels right instead of doing what seems right in my logical brain. I’m very grateful to be able […]

Wat is intuïtie?

Vanochtend zei ik: ‘Een van de dingen die ik altijd heb willen doen is uitleggen wat intuïtie is. Op een manier dat iedereen het begrijpt’. Toen keek ik uit het raam en zag een boompje met prachtige paars-roze bloemetjes. De takken van het boompje wuifden mee met de wind, maar […]

Fog area

It feels like walking in a large fog area. There are all sorts of things in the fog I can’t really see clearly, things that represent my conditioning. Thoughts that say I should do this and that and I should be so and so and that isn’t good enough and […]

I am a unicorn, not my broken bike

Think about a frustrating situation. I did. Then I asked myself: Are some situations just frustrating, nothing to do about it? Am I whining about things? Should I put more effort in? When I was feeling frustrated as a child, my parents would say I could do this or that […]

The switch

This morning I felt so frustrated. It was because of this self talk: “People don’t really listen to me. They just don’t care. I’m not important to them. I’m just not good enough”. And that sucks. It made me feel sad, angry, depressed, frustrated and alone. Do you recognize this? […]

There’s so much more

Sometimes I feel like a scarecrow. Stuck, lonely, insignificant. A good servant, as long as I am doing what I am asked to do. Standing still in the field. Why don’t I just quit and go my own way? Because it comes with the belief that if I walk my […]